im feeling lonely as ever...those frens said who said to be my frens arent there...... where's the one heart and one soul(jiwa??)?? why am i so stupid to have frens that i would sacrifice myself for them if they dont care for me....so i ask myself....now i haf to get use to the loneliness...... liketoday...went to lib alone and studied...even though alone but effective coz i put 100% in the 5 hrs of study...but in between have breaks to breakfast....did maths and history....... after that went home....now since i got time to spare alone why dun i change my skin.......and i did.....i change the music one coz someone already using it....i noe its abit feminine,,,but i like...so its stays for the mean time....

talking bout prom nite........its cost $60...i thought of gg...but wif the rumours and the restrictions and those 'frens' i haf......i decided not to go....even though it is at M hotel.....i dun its worth even last day of celebrations with frens....... for me...its a waste of time and money......

i'll be graduating on 28 sept...... its like 6 days away....and even though i'll miss my sec sch life...its different for me now....my frens have already graduated....last year...wen i was in sec 4...now im sec 5....so for me graduating aint a big deal....i had my moments of lost last yr...this yr...no feeling...that is wat i haf to said....

Study study study..its wat i need to do everyday......till end of O'S....i 'l try my best and hopefully if god willing...passed well.....i gotta go so see ya!!!

tHaQiF